Recovering..

Here i go.. 2 days of MC goes too too fast.. I didnt really had that much rest though... My body still aches.. Heart aches.. Shall everything aches? Kalahkan orang tua.. hmm..

Anyways, 2 days of MC wasnt enough for me.. But the workload is stacking up.. My whole table was covered up with stacks of papers that I could barely see my own stuff.. I cant imagine if its like a week i would be gone, how would my table look like.. hmmm.. Stayed at work till 8pm, trying my very best to finish things up..

And i have been wanting to say this.. Just want to say thanks to the few who has been there for me... irregardless of who comes 1st ar..

Nozie, thanks for being the 1st person to give me a hug as i broke down.. Tepuk me to sleep during the girls night out.. Forcing me to eat by getting me a pizza..hearing me out, listening to whatever i have to say even if it doesnt make any sense..

Rad, thanks for assuring me... Always there to hear my complaints.. What i felt.. You are a good listening ear.. Someone who could really calm me down and get rid of my nonsense thinkings..

Sri, just plainly psycho-ing me that i wasnt the one at the losing side.. To earn for my freedom.. For noticing that i was going to break down during soccer and pulling me to the toilet so that i could let my tears fall freely without him noticing..

Maria, just being maria.. hehe.. Trying her very best to promote Korean guys.. Haha.. but i do find a few of them good looking in unique manner.. haha..

Anuar, for just being there joining us in the girls outing.. Being the joker, trying to cheer everything or everyone up.. Getting high simultaneously without any drinks.. I wonder how you can do that..

Fazli, for just plainly listening.. and giving me the nie budak mesti kene ajar.. haha.. eventhough i was still down, but the way you say it seems very hilarious..

Bai, ur presence at the soccer match means alot.. Didnt expect you to be there.. but i am glad enough for you playing with us..

Rin and Faez, for giving me the strength to head on.. Constantly reminding me to look at the other side of things..

Matnur, for the great concern you showed.. You know that i am strong enough to pull through all this and i am glad enough.. You are a good encouragement for me and penasihat for now..

My Cuzzin Sis Azni, for just being there to listen to my braggings eventhough you had alot in your mind.. Just a simple SMS from you to ask how i am doing really means alot to me.. i love you..

Weiteck, advising me that on the 26th of July i would be reborn to another person.. I dont really get what you mean.. but roughly i get you..

to those that i fail to mention, thanks alot for being there for me.. i really appreciate it.. I love you people.. Hopefully time could make me much more stronger..

Till then
Signing out
Fifin

PS: Just shattered but am picking the pieces up as i walk throughout this..