The last entry that i had made was with regards to my birthday.. That was like 3 months ago.. Had filled my time with mostly family outings and work..
This year raya had been a touching event.. We get all teared up over things as loads of things have happened throughout the year.. The common question, bile nak kawin Fin? lol.. Maybe now is the eligible age to be married.. lol.. like what the..
Anyways, its been this few days that i have wondered about things.. The What ifs, Hows.. It just gets me into my depressing mood back again.. What would I do in the near future ahead, lets say 5 years? Would I still be working, studying? But most ultimately not marriage..
Its saddening when the things that you planned and "hoped" doesnt happen.. Its true that we can only plan.. Its true what others say that you could truly fall in love once in your life.. Needless to say, it makes you blind, without his/her presence you feel handicapped..
Been there done that.. I have made it through all alone with some help from companions.. Its been 2 years, but the pain is still there..
Nonetheless, am just typing out whatever things that has been on my mind.. Go connect the dots..
Till then
Signing out
Finny
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